Time flies....

Wow, its been a long time since I wrote in this thing.  Alot has changed since the last time I was on here.  As many people now know, I've moved back to BC with my daughter.  Her father is in Calgary and we are living here in Chilliwack with my parents, kinda blows at times but at least we have a safe place to be and and nice place to live in.  It's hard losing my independence, since I haven't lived at home for 7 years, its kind of a big adjustment.  It will all work out for the best I am sure of that...walk with Hope in your heart!!  I'm going to get myself a great job, hopefully working in construction again if I can find it, and I'll get us back on our feet and get our own place and our dog!  Anyways, must go shopping with my Mom, see some of you around, and take it easy!! 

These are some recent pics of my girl...1 years old already, walking, talking a bit, and sprouting mega teeth!!

Holy Crap!

Wow, can't believe its been SOOOO long since I've written on this thing.  Guess we've been pretty busy this summer.  We spent an amazing weekend in July in Kelowna on the lake with Randall's family, I got to meet his Uncle who has a wikked speed boat, and we had the most fun ever.  Then we spent a week in BC with my family and we got to go to Sechelt, only for the day but it was beautiful and fun none the less.  Took the kids to the sea wall and got to hear them cry pretty much the whole time....geez, these Alberta babies just can't handle a lil rain :)  Then one of my best buddies was here with her little boy named Cooper, she was here for almost 2 weeks, and we went and saw the Tool concert for my birthday.  Best concert EVER!!! definetly not long enough but it was deadly!

Tool Rocks!!

My sister has also moved to Calgary to be a T.A. at the University, and I am so excited, you don't even know!  It's sooooo awesome to have someone to shop with, and just plain hang out!!  Plus its nice that she'll get to know Ceirrin Dippity and Ricky and Teresa as well. 

At our cousins wedding in Agassiz

As well, Miss Teresa has begun her first year of Kindergarten, she loves it and her teacher seems pretty nice.  Apparently some little kid bit her the other day and had to go get a shot and stuff....wow, teachers deserve a hand...it must've taken a lot of restraint not to bite the lil bugger right back!!

Ceirrin is getting so big, and the kiddos are getting much closer too her. 

And of course my lil pumpkin, she's getting so friggin' big!!  No teeth yet, and she's not walking yet, but shes figuring it out, and shes grumpy so hopefully a tooth soon!!   Anyways, I got stuff to do, so keep it real Agassinnians!

Wow, its been a while, a month almost I suppose.  I can't believe that its June already, I've been so anxious to change the calendar to this month, not quite sure why.  Maybe its because my birthday is soon....but then I'm just another year older, and man I'm feeling it!  I am hoping that we will maybe move back to BC, Randall told his ex that he wants to buy a house in BC instead of the city, and God knows that I would love to move back.  Not to Agassiz or Harrison but maybe Abbotsford or somewhere in between.  I want to live somewhere where I can have a dog, finally or some friends.  Gee Whiz, all my friends out here disappeared since I had Ceirrin, I guess because I chose family life instead of being a bar star.  What can you do.  Its lonely since Randall works alot, and he's been working on our truck in his spare time at our friend Chads house.  I've started doing Pilates, and taking vitamins, I've been in a funk the last couple weeks so I've put my foot down.  Time to take ACTION!  It was so nice to be back home and see my friends that I've had my whole life, especially Mir, since grade 3 we've been tight.  We've had our moments where things just don't go so right, but we always stuck it out and we must have done some things right to still be friends now.  I am missing friendships like that here in Calgary.  Plus there have been lots of CREEP-O's cruising the streets of the city.  Every news cast has some woman being attacked and what have you, its a little intimidating, especially because I don't want anything to happen to Ceirrin either.  I'm sure that is just mindless paranoia, but maybe its cautious too.  It would be nice to live somewhere again where I feel safe, and not so out numbered by rude, careless people.  Time will have to tell on how our plans unfold.  I do know that I will encourage Randall in any career path he chooses, he has mentioned maybe going back to school and getting his GED.  Also, he is tired of drywall and had thought about welding as a new career.  Drywall is hard work, and he's not getting any younger, he's been doing it for 11 years already, and he digs welding, so we'll see.  If anyone knows any job openings you let me know!!  Calgary is a fun place to live when you are single and want to party and have fun, because there are plenty of opportunities to do so, but I think I have worn out my welcome here, and I'm due for a change of scenery.  Well I suppose I've said enough, hopefully we'll figure something out and we'll get our shit together, and do everything that we've hoped to do.  Only time will tell!!

Ahhhh....good to be home